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Started the SA "white book" today, and wow this runs way deeper than I thought

Hey guys, been a while. Almost 2 years, I guess. I swore off this for a bit because with all the temptation on the internet, particularly on all the nicely organized NSFW subreddits, going on NoFap seemed like going to an AA meeting you had to walk through a bar to get to. But that strategy didn't help anything; since my last post I've been mostly off the wagon. The universe tried to motivate me positively-- I had a huge opportunity but it would mean moving in with a female friend across the country. Tried to abstain for 120 days beforehand to prepare myself; made it 18 days (the move didn't happen anyway, for unrelated reasons). The universe tried to motivate me negatively-- last year I got a scam email that said it was going to post videos of what I had fapped to to unless I paid them bitcoin, and my conscience was so guilty I prepared to face the music, lose most of my female friends (the ones I fapped to on FB), and publicly say I was a recovering sex addict and have a period of recovery to match. I made it 19 days then fell off hard for a month, and then was so disgusted with myself, that I'd seen the Ghost of Jacob Marley via email show me the absolute worst case scenario and still couldn't change, that I went to find a group. "My real name and face on the line, that's what freedom is going to demand of me," I thought. I made it 40 days, then missed a meeting and relapsed.
That was A YEAR AGO. But that's why I finally pulled out the book and read the first 70-odd pages all at once, a year after getting it. I was about to use again, and while I was on the nsfw side of reddit, I realized it was still on this account and saw my last post had been 2 years ago. It's been a problem for at least a decade, I'd been fighting consciously for TWO YEARS, and still nothing. I don't want to still be fighting in another two. And the best shot I had was with the program, so I will be finding a new program in the city I am now as soon as I'm able.
But the other thing I really want to share that the book taught me so far is that a) it's eaten even more years than I thought and b) I did this. Without any way to check, since I've long since deleted any files from back then, sometimes my brain goes "were you actually using daily/weekly in high school, or was it really after that first real relationship in college that you got used to coming every day and started having to handle it yourself?" But it doesn't matter, because the beginning of the slippery slope of "I really like this girl but she doesn't seem to like me, I'll just look at this picture and sigh with loneliness and longing" that ended in "I like this girl but she doesn't seem to like me (or outright said no), so if our personalities don't match I'll cut personality out of the equation and TAKE just the part I want and build a fantasy with it" started way back in like 4th grade. I had the wrong angle right from the get-go.
And thinking back that far, I realize how much resentment I still have for every one of those crushes and girls in a broader sense, and how completely batshit that is because I was the one in the wrong. If my definition of being "rejected" was so wide as to include girls I didn't get a chance to ask because they were seeing other people, girls I never got the courage to ask until it was too late, etc, that's an IMAGINED wrong. The REAL wrong, the enjoying bodies without permission from afar, the sneakily taking photos to enjoy later under cover of taking school newspaper photos, not to mention the emotional harm of the girls I KNOW had figured out what I was doing and probably felt gross. That is 100% on me.
No one wronged me or is responsible for how I turned out but me. And right now I'm pretty depressed about these revelations, but the thought of being on a path that would make me stay that person, one that I've already wasted so much time being, is the only thing I know would be worse.
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In the last 3 months my entire life has changed because of reddit.

A couple years ago I learned about /nofap and then I became weak and went back to my old ways which resulted in the loss of a relationship I got because of nofap. I was scarred of going back because I knew it worked and for some reason got comftorable sitting in my room alone. Then 3 months ago I remembered how I felt by looking at old photos of myself and decided to make the change PERMANENTLY.
I’ve struggled a lot but now I’m on 20 days and never looking back. I discovered /TheRedPill subreddit and am using it to slay girls. I feel like a total alpha male whenever I walk into any social situation now. I just made out with an 8 and got into a party I had no business being at—all by myself. This is insane the girls are absolutely gravitating towards me, it’s like they know
I’m hyped on life! This might sound like a shameless plug but I also discovered the /bitcoin subreddit and have made a killing in the last 3 months. My net worth has drastically increased, I’m pulling girls with ease all because I’ve stumbled on some subreddits and shared a vision with a minority that I 100% agree with.
To all you guys struggling with nofap ITS WORTH IT seriously you will see changes in your attitude towards life everyday that you would have never thought possible. FUCK YAH REDDIT.
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A year of shitposting

Since I'll stop funposting, I made a selection of my favorite posts.

#0 /ComedyCemetery — It's funny because sex


My first downvotes beyond a few points, completely by mistake. I used to post in much smaller and internet-savy communities in which people were easily able to detect irony and humor, which on reddit would get interpreted as a cringy way of posting. That's what happened here. I was surprised by how the hivemind on reddit worked, so I thought to learn more about it and have fun with it.


Before criticizing it, you have to know that there's a whole fanbase that ships those two and for good reasons. Or rather half of them are good, the other ones are basically "cuz' it's cute/hot". Which isn't too invalid either since appropriation of cultural products are common place, and if you've read major works in literature you should know what I mean, it's basically fanfics of fanfics all the way down. I should add shipping is fun because it uses the basic tension at the heart of any romance, that is, trying to fit together two characters that have some potential chemistry but also face obstacles because of external factors or individual traits, and Elsa/Anna fits this bill.
Anyway, I digress, the good reasons are that, perhaps by coincidence, Elsa's story can very easily be read as a symbolic story of a coming out. Sure if you aren't used to lesbian media this might seem like over-analyzing, but if you don't want to go down that rabbit hole, just trust me: Frozen in many aspects just looks like it's heavily loaded with subtext. Could be a huge coincidence. But still, it's no wonder a fanbase formed around shipping Anna and Elsa and there was a little while ago people to ask Disney to officially make Elsa a lesbian.
So now, this picture. I could have been good, as it trivializes as much as possible that whole shipping business, almost ironically even. Problem is, it seems to buildup to a punchline, like a really good one, but then instead abruptly ends in the most unimpressive way.
Conflict of interest disclosure: I hold no share in the Elsa/Anna fanbase, I'm just a exterior observer who tried to understand what the heck was going on with all those pictures shipping two girls from a recent Disney movie.

#1 /SubRedditDrama — "Response from Twitch" to Yandere Simulator Dev. Popcorn so sweet it can kill

Oh damn, I never thought I'd hear about him again, I know that guy! It was a while ago, I was posting on a now defunct anime RP forum, it had a really great vip section where we could let our imagination actually run wild. See, most RPs fora are pretty restricted in what they allow even just to stay on a certain theme, but there it was a mix of everything crazy, but we could make subcommunities which they called "villages" much like reddit so it kinda sorted itself out. I made a yuri village there because other forums had banned me for ridiculous reasons, and it turned out great, this guy helped me understand how stuff worked there and participated regularity (it's just RP, doesn't matter who you actually are), and I could finally RP with more interesting stuff such as sadism or nonconventional relationships, like, I discovered that some people are shunned because they are supposedly in "abusive" relationships but when you talk to them you realize that's just what they want and they're happy like that, or how some other people are attracted to children and they're not that horrible I mean why discriminate based on age, I also felt attraction to younger girls sometimes and I'm not crazy nor violent it was only really once I squished that bird to death I was young okay I was discovering the world and I taught me how death looked like which we tend to forget in today's oversheltered society we are afraid of the big bad pedophile, the rapist, abusive husbands/wives but it's just fear of the Other, we shame pedophiles or so-called abusive relationships like we once shamed black people so shut the fuck up and stop talking to me through electromagnetic waves about what I do all the time it's wearing me out and that's what made me violent in the past 'kay my cat told me you just relay the devil's messages and it's always given me good advice.
Anyway we really connected and we created incredible stories you'd never read in today's books we dreamed of a freer society were we could be free to experiment at whatever age with our bodies violently or not, and we both new death was just a step in the life of our inner mind, so we were cool about writing about how love and death are like opposite but complementary forces in the universe, we wrote 1M+ words I think. We tried to make people we knew understand and discover this world we were discovering, like other people did in the past but we were rejected and we agreed to meet to discuss how to improve our strategy but he wanted more I told him I didn't like guys romantically but he didn't cared and came with his scalpel he used on him to feel closer to the universe's fundamental principles to try to make me understand even though I told him I wasn't ready for that yet he insisted and thought it was a good idea to teach me his most radical take on pain and tried to slip the scalpel in my pants so I could feel its edge deep inside me but I managed to free myself before he went further than the inner labia and when I woke up from my black out there was blood everywhere and he was lying on the ground so I got the fuck out of there mostly unharmed and got home and finished writing my slash fanfic about Sailor Moon and her mother.
Ha, this thread really takes me back! My teenage years were a wild ride.

#2 /CringePics — What does your mind's eye see now?


An exercise in automatic writing as per the first Manifesto of Surrealism.


Hi I'm Veronica and I worked at a glory hole for 1 year to pay my for my chicken nuggets and two macbooks, and I can tell you I know a lot about people who suck. It was my job to screen participants, I've learned how they look. They look like levitating vegetables — potatoes, salad, beans, tomatoes — with weird excrescences and old scars from birds pecking them; they had their brains stolen by the giant plant they were now attached to and dependent upon. As they said "hi Veronica, how are you today?" I couldn't help but shiver, they thought I was pro, I was actually afraid it'd happen to me. I noticed my friends had started looking a little like them, they brain connected to the plant by an almost invisible branch. They say it doesn't exist, but when I try to remove it they get aggressive and say I don't understand and should let them be free.
But they aren't. I routinely look in the mirror to find anything weird, but so far I haven't noticed anything vegetable-like on me. I've noticed children miss this branch in their head. Maybe that means I'm too immature, like my friends say? Yet, I've seen at the glory hole how dangerous the Plant could be: people who sucked and got sucked were sucked into a factory-like process, and the more they went back for more the more they were like the others. Those with the wrong excrescences weren't taylorized, but they Plant still tighten its grip on them until they were vegetables too, albeit weirdly shaped ones. Not to much this, more of that, but no one could actually reach the perfect vegetable form, they were still humans at heart, I could see it beating although they pretended they didn't need one.
This morning I looked into the mirror and saw an abnormal strand of hair. Is that it? Am I going to be like them too? Just after I finally bought some happiness by going to the hair-dresser and got my nails done like my friends advised me — I looked down, but in reality I'm deadly afraid of that Plant, it's eating their lives only to excrete babies and income inequalities. I wonder what my new boyfriend — my first! — would think of that, I don't want to show him i'm also fallen, dirty human.

#3 /funny — He is the One


I tried to streamline #1 and make it so that it can actually get downvoted (-225).


that's real funny, really fitting for /funny I guess, but you might never now who is reading what you post and what impact in can have on them. Though this one time you'll know: I left my dad's house when I was 15 because I felt his teaching of Wicca wouldnt lead me anywere anymore and I had hidden from my parents for too long who I truly was, as I always made sure to dispose properly of the animals I killed. After wandering in the rural west of the US for weeks (I hitchhiked and found a really nice group of friends who took me without asking questions), I finally found someone who could immediatly see my hidden side and took me as his student in his woods (in retrospect I don't think they were his). In Wicca we don't really deal with darker natural forces, only how to repel them, and I knew I was basically made to ignore what I truly where and this guy taught me that whatever path in life I choose I couldn't progress without giving in at least once to my demonic heritage. Everything went back to me, how at 7 I enjoyed putting a needle through that bird's head, or how me and 19560 — my astral pet cat I found at 10 — laughed when threw red hot iron balls at squirrels, and boy, I actually loved it. The day after he taught me his sex offender and child predator tricks, that asshole pretended he could show me a neat ritual for chanelling sexual energy into spells for greater efficiency, told me to close my eyes and pretended what I'd feel on my cheeks would be a side effect of using more energy than usual but LIKE FUCK DAMN it was his fucking DICK. Long story short, my demonic side took over and he certainly won't have any children. I still learned a lot, got to know myself a lot better and choose the path of love and justice, but that's still a traumatic experience that reminds me of how enjoyable it was to inflict pain to living things, and I don't like that that's no twhat i want i choose another path.
Anyway, be careful about what you say, it can be hurtful and dangerous.

#4 /cringepics — Ladies, get in line


An exercise in cringe.


No we don't and it's mean to scare ppl for NO reason but personally, although I admit it might sound a bit naive to redditors , its not really constructive to publicly tear down ppl like that someone could find that post here ( reddit isn't exactly unknown and what we say here has consequences in the real word ) and it could hurt his friends or family to see him criticized like that . I agree he's doing something bad but wouldn't it be better to talk with him first in private and actually change his mind instead of posting and mocking people? hates brings more hate to the world and makes it an unbearable place and then hurt ppl will seek protection to the first person who appears to care for them even if their a potential dictator (i dont want to say those who voted for him are stupid but its clear they were manipulated and they wont get any advantages out of the situation and everyone else is scared)
Just some thoughts I wanted to write, sowwy for the length guys you can get back to reading more funny comments 😉

#5 /Unexpected — From cute anime girl to kim Jong Un


Same, but posted in a stupid spot so it got 0 attention.


This is sad that couldn't ,see her like I do 🤔 I find her cute either way 😘, or even more when she's authentic. I do think with all my ❤️ that we can get , to see people's appearance as attractive as if it set its own standards of beauty. I don't know if u see what I mean? It's like ,you don't judge art with a restricted, immobile ,set of criteria , each piece defines its own world and standards 😋. sum ppl weren't happy about impressionists in painting or serialists in music because it wasn't supposedly "art" but it turns out if your listen/look carefully ,,you can appreciate those and learn something. I hope I'm not being too patronizing 😓 sorry if it looks like it but i have something really important to say and I think it could make everyone's life better, so please read until the end! Okay, so, maybe its because Im a lesbiun👩‍❤️‍👩,,and I don't mean that in a antagonizing way we can all get along okay 😇 i think i have an interesting perspective for men here (I assume you are excuse me if im wrong but most readers are ] Anyway all I wanted to say is that i found that most women who 💕 women are more able 2 appreciate unconventional beauty and mainstream standards of beauty r clearly too restrictive and hurtful ; you know there'll always be beautiful women on one side, and the ugly one on the other side of the continuum and a large chunk of the population will feel hurt even if a little every day .But if we tried to put the effort into seeing people appearance standing as their own standard well i think we can all be happier, both when we are judged for our look and when we are judging cauz' will find more people attractive💕💕
edit: hehe hopes it wasnt too long 😆😅 sowy

#6 /cringepics — Ladies, get in line


In reply to a reply to #4.


My aunt confiscated my cousin's computer and wanted to give it to me... Well, I don't want to be uselessly spiteful, but I think their family is dysfunctional and my cousin has a serious problem and needs a psychologist's help , I saw him catching feral cats and huh god this is horirblie to tepy i think he dissects them for fun 🤢 pretending it's for teaching ugh... anyway, it may sound idealistic but I want to repair his mistakes even on the internet so even if that's not really ethical to use someones info and i'm not really good with computers anyway i had a friend check it because i know he programs and maybe put some security on it log keystrokes or self-destruct the battery pack i dunno he told me it seems fine its a "dabian linix" he said i think anyway sowwy it's too long but hey not everyone is out there to get you 😃 dont end up like my cousin pls

#7 /anime — [Spoilers] Alice to Zouroku - Episode 3 discussion

I live in the south and there's no lesb dating scene, the only females I see are the old laddies blabbering about Jesus, my dad's cows, my sister and the kids at school. Anime has been my only comfort and honestly I've ended up being a huge weeb, but I've been afraid recently of my sexual frustration and this kind of stuff doesn't help, I want to feel a young girl's soft cheeks on my inner tights, her breath on my lips... I've had recently the same vivid dream about being a loli a martial arts club with other cute girls and the "training" often devolves into sexual intimacy, but last night I was dreaming I was doing a leg lock on my dream-waifu, and it was unusual she had a lot more trouble breathing, but as I woke up I saw I forgot I was actually sleeping with my sister and I've been basically facefucking her. Breakfast was awkward but maybe she wasn't hungry because she ate too much pussy but anyway long story short my parents confiscated my yuru yuri nendoroids. So yeah, I think Alice to Zouroku is awful and a bad influence on young people's minds.

#8 /gaming — To this day, this is still my favorite Super Mario t-shirt









#9 /pics — Korean crow tit. Looks like a snowball

hihihi i get that a lot from my girlfriend, she's awesome and cute and has a soft flat chest, but she feels bad about it so I sent her this picture I'm not sure she understood it, but yeah basically she loves softly rising my round birds, maybe she's jealous? or she's trying to not get bored of her own body, she doesn't like it it's like noise she says. She reminds me of a loli, i haven't told her but i watched a lot of perverted anime back in the days when birds when singing in my mind, but nowadays she infected me with her fog and now the birds are gone and i feel bad for everything even my love for very young girls although it was pure and never translated to breaking their bodies made of glass. maybe i should buy cat ears and try to communicate with our cat to get a better point of view instead of going on reddit
Edit: I love cats they're like little girls

#10 /pics — Kids today...

You people should really stop making fun of legitimate issues, 11203 women are raped each day in alaska and yes this is clearly a war on women, I don't know how else you'd call that. Or are you in denial like the Japanese, who, I remind you, routinely consume pedophilic media and fetishize submissive behavior disguised as cuteness. Those people are really disgusting to be frankly tbh, I don't know why we still consider them as part of the developed world, they don't even understand christmas' meaning they think it's KFC day. I bet you're also a racist fuck like the Japanese and routinely post on alt-right boards.
Anyway, happy Christmas to all women around the world!
Edit: I see the Japanese Cabal of reddit has decided to downvote me en masse; too bad it only proves my point.

#11 /AskWomen — Attractive women with ugly friends, how does your ugly friend get treated different?

this might sound weird but you should try gettin into the 💗👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩💗 lesbian 💗👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩💗 community we don't behave like that, and I know many str8 women aren't actually str8 they're just a bit slow

#12 /ColorizedHistory — U.S. Army military policemen toasting bread over molten lava from Vesuvius - March 18, 1944

sorry but ur imagination sucks u imagine trivial discussions while me and my friends are on slack creating complex universes and roleplaying in them
adults are dull I hope I never become like that 😱

#13 /gaming — I beat Pikmin 3 without losing a single Pikmin!

Yeah, I loved it too, in fact I was a fan and collected merchandise my parents and friends thought i was going through a phase a regression into childhood while actually I was repressing my sexual urges and as strange as it sounds I fantasized about pikmins, like they'd crawl all over me and inside my vagina, how I'd have a preferred one i'd carry in my panties throughout the day, found that idea really hot so when I got my first figurine I tried shoving it in, and long story short having to go to a gynecologist for the subsequent infection made me stop my descent into madness

#14 /pics — Our dog was hit by a car and left for dead for hours. He's now laying with his boy after getting a cast on his broken leg.


You need to know a little bit of analytical metaphysics to get this one. It was in reply to a reply to this other post:
ur right about bisexual girls of my age they're must not be really celver not to understand boys will only bring them problems


Ever since I've read On the Plurality of Worlds I've had wet dreams about finding an accessibility relation so that I could have sex with a counterpart of myself.

#15 /teenagers — My mom just looked at a coat that was 50% off.

oh my god r u 76yo why r u on dis sub
mmh ok ill explain XD
nowadays teenagers are on snapshat alot and our bodies are more than ever the substratum of the intentional force in our speech acts
interacting with ppl on the webs is more involved that it ever was, using text is basically prehistoric
that's why we send nudes alot cuz our body isnt this private shameful thing anymore
i sent a bunch of nudes to my english teacher yesterday cuz she's so cute and we've been messaging back and forth and that's a snapshat streak it means it's get hot as af and thats why there's a flame emoji for streaks
the old social conventions are destroyed
technology is liberating us and sex, race, religion, age are just pointless social constructs we hook up with whoever we want because love is universal
that's waht a snapstreak means
it's the new world

#16 /cringepics — Girl wants beat up, guys agree

ヽ(`⌒´メ)ノ well okay it's fun to make fun of ppl like that but we tend to froget those pppl while they may look liek the typical privileged white male are actualy a dominated segmant of their in group and yeah their bound to say stupid things to get ppppl to like them and gain status in they're in group but their pppppl like us too they got feelings too (⊃。•́‿•̀。)⊃ I dont see the point have shaming them like you do on this board and I say that as a lesbian so I know what it is to be mocked for what you are

#17 /todayilearned — TIL that the famous female pirates Mary Read and Anne Bonny discovered each others' real genders (they were disguising themselves as men) when Bonny told Read that she was attracted to her, causing Read to reveal herself as a female as well

that reminds me of when I was playing disgaea (edit: the prinnies always use "dood", for "dude", when they talk) and couldn't further the story because once Flonne, the angel, showed up, I spent most of my time imagining taking her on a date, telling her I love her and shoving her face into my flower and feel her little wings softly rub on tights while I stroke her hair... teehee sowwy went back to those days for a few seconds there *looks around her* I hope my current anime girlfriend doesn't see this messages :$

#18 /FashionReps — THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT net neutrality will effect us and there voting week the government could block this community or charge us for viewing it would be great to call this number to try to stop. If this is not allowed sorry but this could strongly effect my rep fam

If people weren't bogged down by rationalism, this wouldn't be a problem. Net neutrality is about material things, but ideas and emotions are free; we can communicate them through words, but as many experiences have shown over and over, our minds extends further than our body. Open minded people can communicate directly, and it even happens sometimes without any training when two people love each other deeply. Because of hate and materialism, we think we need the internet to communicate without obstacles, but if you opened your mind your inner magic could flow freely and meld with the Earth's mana network and you could join us in the real noosphere.

#19 /ImGoingToHellForThis — Black on Black crime

as ive been trying to explain to this sub many times 😡 knowing whoseg fault it is isnt that easy
thats bcause of institutionalized racism 👮🏻👉🏻👩🏾 white ppl are part of a social system that advantages them so they dont have to worry about being killed at random by cops
ok its true that as a consequence that makes us more virtuous overall because we have to face greater challenges
(cf kant's definition of virtues 💡)
still as a member of one of the most opresssessed group 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩🏿
it's clear that any white that doesnt take part in the destruction of this system of oppression is morally condemnable
just a little something
to make you think
~ T3hBl4ckDYk3 of D3tr01t
edit: of course the privilegied males on reddit are downvoting me

#20 /DownVoteTrolling — RIP no_turn_unstoned2


Trolling the trolls


Good riddance, you "downvote trolls" are just assholes randomly latching out at people and then pretending you're being clever and funny. You probably all voted Trump, right?
Edit: so I just got back from modding my airsoft gun (an Elite Force H&K G28 FDE, pricy but I can afford it thanks to buying bitcoins years ago, sorry for those who missed the train, but it's a major development of American Capitalism!) with a raspberry pi zero, nodejs and speakers so that it plays CS sound effects when I shoot, and all I see is bad faith and projection from deeply misguided people. I was like that years ago, bitter and sad, but thanks to the help of /nofap and /Christianity I shaved my beard, trimmed my nails, got a job, found a beautiful wife and had 3 beautiful children. Quit wasting your time on getting imaginary negative internet points and being mean to people, accept Jesus and help making America Great Again with love instead of fascism!
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r/Malaysia survey results.

Remember this? Yeah, I got lazy and forgot about it for a couple of weeks. Sorry.
Here's the summary of results. I have had a total of 141 responses. I don't know whether I should post the spreadsheet. There isn't any identifying information but still I'm not publishing it just in case. This ain't a school report hence I don't feel the need to explain the results thoroughly. Y'all can read a chart, right?
Some interesting points:
Below are the answers for "What other subreddits are you active in?". Sorted alphabetically, duplicates removed.
/100m /3ds /ama /android /anime /apple /art /asianhotties /askreddit /askscience /atheism /azcardinals /azdiamondbacks /battlestations /bikesgonewild /bitcoin /books /booksuggestions /brunei /buildapc /cars /cfb /chelseafc /childfree /civ /classicrage /conspiratard /dayz /depthhub /dogecoin /dota2 /dragonsfuckingcars /edc /entrepreneur /fantheories /fatlogic /fitness /foodforthought /formula1 /frisson /funny /futurology /gamedeals /gamedev /gameofthrones /games /gaming /gamingpc /gaybros /geopolitics /goldredditsays /gonewild /gunners /habs /headbangtothis /himym /hiphopheads /i7t12 /iastate /igthft /indonesia /islam /justiceporn /justrolledintotheshop /kerbalspaceprogram /keto /ketorecipes /kpop /lanadelrey /leagueoflegends /lgbteens /lifeprotips /linux /listentothis /liverpool /liverpoolfc /malaysia /malefashionadvice /mapporn /mcgill /mensrights /metalcore /mh370 /mildlyinteresting /militaryporn /minimalism /mlb /motorcycles /movies /music /nba /networking /nfl /nocontext /nofap /nosleep /nsfw /oculus /offmychest /parenting /pcgaming /personalfinance /photography /polandball /posthardcore /postrock /progmetal /realdubstep /reddevils /relationships /sabah. /sarawak /sea_girls /skincareaddiction /skyrim /soccer /socialism /squaredcircle /starcraft /starwars /steam /steamgameswap /subredditdrama /sysadmin /talesfromtechsupport /teenagers /teenmfa /tf2 /thailand /thelastairbender /thewalkingdead /throwers /til /trucksim /truereddit /tumblrinaction /twoxchromosomes /ukrainianconflict /upliftingnews /urbanexploration /videos /whatsinthisthing /worldnews /writingprompts /wtf /xxfitness /xxketo /zen
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End of Day 3. I think more effort will be required now.

Disclaimer: These are essentially journal entries. I'm trying to keep good track of each day so I can notice certain patterns in behavior. I post them online just in case someone can point something out to me useful, a tip/trick here and there, or maybe draw a little strength from it like I do from many articles in this subreddit!
Difficult day. No P or M or O, again a success there. Even saw very suggestive images on and didn't linger, scrolled right on past. Also won't bother visiting that website anymore, it used to be funny, but now it's pretty crappy. Reddit's my new love, they have the courtesy to throw an NSFW sticker on a post and not show the picture attached, so the user enters at their own risk. Very nice.
If I had to compare, I would say the inner torture today was more poignant than day 1 was. There was also definite physical pain in the pelvic region. Hopefully that means rewiring is being done to adjust to the new PMO free lifestyle. Hopefully.
Had to hit the panic buttonemergency for the first time today. Probably won't be the last, it's a very good source even if I'm not in an emergency.
On a spiritual note: The ups and downs were fairly intense. Reading my bible, books James and Acts specifically, there was definitely some feeling there and tears shed, along with intense desire to live a better life. On the other hand, as stated in a previous paragraph, the inner torture was also a lot more poignant than even day 1. Maybe this oscillation is a result of new emotions finding a way to level out? Or maybe this is what life is supposed to be? Not sure, will need more PMO free days to figure that one out.
Exercise consisted solely of walking to peaceful places away from sources of PMO to study and pray.
Tomorrow I'll begin work again after three days off. These are the first days off in a row in a long time that I haven't done P or M or O. I give full credit to God, bible, prayer, the NoFap subreddit, and exercise for this progress.
Also need to learn how to make this day counter work. I've read posts that say days don't matter, but I'm fiercely proud of this progress; I don't remember the last time I could go three days. Norm was two-three times a day PMO'ing only a week ago. Seems more distant than that.
As my interest for other things than porn increases, I found myself studying into bitcoins a little bit. I love the concept of anything unregulated, so I think I'll look into that a bit more. What I've found so far isn't exactly promising when it comes to profit though.
Social progess: Null, at least not intentionally. I do find myself keeping silent a lot more, and letting others speak their minds. This takes conscious effort. But I make the effort now, compared to before when I didn't bother. I could also hold dad's gaze. Don't remember the last time I could do that either. As for the girl I may or may not be interested in (hopefully this will clarify as I get more change under my belt) I've gotten comfortable with the thought that she hates me now. In my up moments, I held no grudge, and was thinking of buying her a peace offering (she really likes foxes, so it would be a plushy fox from this store in town.) Or I may wait. Dunno. Feels like I'm of two different minds in a day. It's absolutely crazy that PMO was capable of splitting me like this. Definitely means that I need to swim, sinking ain't an option. Strange comfort there.
Summary: Internal torture aside, I'm definitely coming along, at least from an objectional point of view. I definitely need to pray and crack that bible open again though. If I stay in this down feeling long enough, I'm sure I'll relapse. I did in the past.
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Nightly Check-in End of Day 5

I've decided a new check in message was needed every night, unless you guys tell me not to (as far as frequency, I know you wouldn't tell me to stop posting but posting a new message every night). Reason I'm doing this is because no one sees the old messages after a certain time unless it keeps continually getting upvoted. There's no reason to upvote my check-ins although I appreciate any comments, tips, tricks, criticisms or anything that might pop into your head.
So to give you a recap of the last 4 days -
Now I've just finished Day 5. Sort of messed up today at one point, and then did something a bit uncharacteristic at another.
A little background: Not sure if I want to post this because to me it's very shameful. Let me precede this by saying I don't consider myself in any way homosexual or bisexual. I feel I'm completely 100% straight however since pornography demands more each time you look at it, I started looking at, how should I put this, ladies that aren't exactly ladies?
So the other night when I relapsed I was looking at a certain website that said it accepted bitcoins. So where I almost slipped up here today was I was looking at sites that accepted bitcoins (I don't use them but I was reading about them today). Then some of the site listed were adult in nature, so my curiosity piqued and I started looking at thumbnails from these adult sites. So I was getting aroused, and realized that I'm going to slip up if I keep looking at this, so I closed the page. I didn't relapse but at that moment I really could have. Afterwards I was so angry at myself for allowing my interest to be piqued in that manner and to look at the thumbnails. So that's for the mess-up.
As far as the uncharacteristic thing, I was reading something about video games. (I'm a programmer by trade, game-developer by hobby). On the one side there was a link to pictures of "video game girls" I'm assuming "sexy" pictures. I was sort of tempted to click it. Now, I may or may not have relapsed if I had clicked the link. I immediately closed that page after having read my video game article, without clicking the video game girls link. Uncharacteristic because at times I would sort of test myself by clicking on something like that.
So it's a deal where I was ashamed at doing one thing, but proud on the other.
So I didn't relapse and that's the end of Day 5.
Okay so now I'm going to talk about some biblical stuff so if any of you don't want to read it, you can close this or go back to the main nofap index now.
In any case the sort of reminds me of how Christ told Peter that he would "deny him thrice, before the cock crowed" -- Afterwards Jesus was talking to Peter and asked him three times if Peter loved him, and how Jesus kept saying feed my lambs/sheep in John 21:15-17 -- Some say (and I happen to agree with this) that Jesus was letting Peter redeem himself from denying Christ 3 times. The reason what happened today reminds me of this is because it was like I screwed up (sort of like denying Christ) and then like I did the right thing by not clicking the other link (sort of like him forgiving me), and it felt good to do that.
Sorry this post is so long, will try to keep it short in the future.
I need to post this every night just for my own sanity. I think it will help me keep from wanting to PMO (which is usually what I do this late at night). Sort of like journaling or keeping a diary. If I can type out some of my feelings I think I can release some of the frustration.
Also sorry if this little end-cap sounds kind of whiny/blubbery.
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